Relapse (tw suicidal)
I've seen better days. And on those days, I kinda believe that I will always be in that condition forever. No relapse ever. But I guess, I'm wrong. This illness is not like chickenpox, it is not gone once I'm healed. Well the real question is, am I ever gonna be heal? Being a being who want nothing than being dead, It's trendy tho wanting to die nowadays, right? Cause all the kids are depressed nothing ever makes sense.... im tired......... i wanna hurt myself so bad....... :')